SIMULTANEOUSLY

SOMEDAYS I CAN SANELY SAY THAT I MAY SEEM CRAZY….. 

TRYING TO WAVE MY FLAG OF BRAVERY IN THE FACE OF THIS PANDEMIC . BUT I FEEL RIPPED APART INSIDE…. SIMULTANEOUSLY .

I TRY TO TAKE FLIGHT WITH HOPE BUT I CAN FEEL LIKE I AM DISASSEMBLED …SIMULTANEOUSLY.

I LOOK AROUND ME AND I SEE SO MUCH TO BE THANKFUL FOR BUT TEARS ARE SIMULTANEOUSLY STREAMING DOWN MY FACE FOR ALL WHOM I AM DEARLY MISSING.

I CAN FEEL BROKEN YET EUPHORIC,

STRONG AND WEAK,

EXCITED YET SLEEPWALKING,

CALM YET TERRIFIED,

LONELY YET SURROUNDED BY LOVE,

SIMULTANEOUSLY.

SO MANY ARE FEELING THIS STRANGE JUXTAPOSITION IN THESE UNCERTAIN DAYS.

THERE IS A LOT TO THINK ABOUT.  I’M THINKING TOO MUCH…..

SIMULATANEOUSLY.